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Friday, December 31, 2010

hello people...
today is the last day of 2010...
so, i want to tell back what happen in my life in 2010...
hehehe...
first i would like to say that 2010 is the worst year of my 20th life...
hurmm...
many bad things happen on 2010...
flash back on earlier of this year...

things that makes me cry :
1. because of late Meera,
2. because i fight with my best friends,
3. my bracelet has broken
4. i lost my family's camera,
5. i was frame by other people saying i talk bad about them,
6. my result went very bad
7. i got a scold from my parents...

this year, i fight so badly with my bestfriend the late Meera, Isma, Keyna n Jannah...
it become a lot worse when late Meera gone forever leaving us here by ourselves...
i still cannot forgive myself on the day she's gone...
i regret everything that i done that day...
the day we were suppose to visit her at the hospital...
we shouldn't have gone to Melaka...
we waste many things there...
it was not fun at all...
the next day, the first thing i know that late Meera was gone...
it gave me a big shock...
i lost my way when i heard about that...
but thanks to all my course mate and other friends,
i manage to find my way back..

but then,
my fight with Isma, Keyna n Jannah got a lot worse...
especially with Isma...
but thankfully now my relationship with isma got a lot better..
hope we didn't fight again next year...

my year become a lot worse when the bracelet that i buy with late Meera, Keyna n late Meera's sis, Ema,
has broken...
i was very upset...
it seems that the bracelet has no use anymore because we are already apart...

other things i cried this year that i'm really upset is when i lost my family's camera...
it happens when i went to Terengganu with my class...
it was a class trip...
at first i was very happy...
then, on the way to Terengganu, i find that my camera has gone...
we tried to find it back...
but it was a failure...
i was suppose to be happy when i went there...
but it become my bad dream when i lost the camera...
i cry from that night we got to Terengganu till we go back to Terengganu...

things that upset me more is when other people frame me of talking bad about other people...
i really hate that...
i didn't do anything...
so,stop bugging at my place...

next is my result...
hurmmm...
actually i don't want to discuss about this...
it always makes me sad...
but my result have become worse each semester...
what should i do???
hurmmm...

lastly,
because i keep making trouble my parents especially my dad got mad at me...
i was very sad...
then, he pressure me like this...
i feels like running away...
there's one time i dream i ran away from them...
even though it was a dream,
i feel happy but on the mean time,
family are sad..
that's why i can't do that...
hurmmm...

ok..
enough of telling the bad things that happen this year...
i'll tell u about the good things that happen this year...

things that makes me smiles :
1. Melaka
2. happy with my sister
3. SHINee n korea
4. stay at hotel
5. hanging out with friends

at first,when late Meera passed away,i thought going to Melaka was a waste...
but after everything has settle,
i think going to Melaka was a relief...
even though it was not like all of us hope for,it was fun...
thanks to all who go...

one things for sure that is not making me sad is get together with my sisters...
when it comes to my sis,we got to do many things...
if u look at my pic,my smile with them n my smile with my friend is totally different...
i wonder why...
huhu...
that's the spirit of my sis...
i love them so much...
hehehe...

oh...
SHINee..!!!
this is the only things that making me always smile and have a new spirit in life...
even though i've not met them,
when i watch them,
i gain new spirit...
thanks SHINee...
i'll always support u...
other than that,
my friend introduce me to a korean friend...
they are very nice...
i love chatting with them...
especially
1. suyeon-sshi,
2. hye young-sshi
3. bommie unnie...
i love them so much even though we have never met...
hope to see u guys soon...

my other sweet memory is when my whole family went to Pulau Pinang n
my parents book us a room at a hotel...
it was so fun..
we go everywhere around Pulau Pinang...
it's been a long time since we go on vacation like that...
thanks papa...
thanks mama...
i love u...
talking about vacation,
papa said that he want to bring us to Japan...
i hope it will become true...
even though i really want to go to Korea tight now,
i think Japan is fun too...
because i love Japan...
hehehe...
hope we'll go there someday...

lastly,
this year,
my classmate n i have gone many places hanging out together...
1. we went visit late Meera together...
2. we go to reunion with our friends who have gone degree together n
meet our BEL lecturer...
3. we went to Terengganu...
even though i cry a lot when go there,
it was fun...
because we have each other...
4. we went eat with our ECOMAL lecturer...
this makes us become closer...

even though it was not much
but this are the best memory i have this year...
now i end with a video that i created myself according to what i write from the above...
please enjoy it...

My 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Once again I would like to wish birthday to my mom n my friend nyah...
ehehhe...
to my mom, I love u...
U r the best...
to my friend,nyah, i love u too n i miss u...
hope u get the best in your life...
^_^
that's all for this one...
annyeong~~

to NUR AZEEMA AZLAN... this is my answer... ^___^

Thursday, December 30, 2010

1. Apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?

my laptop... ^___^



2. Benda yang terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit korang sendiri?

my laptop too... ^___^


3. Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan korang dan tema perkahwinan korang nnti?

of course korea...kekeke~~~
tema msti ade purple...ehhehe...



4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

xpenah pon...huhu...



5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

till the end of our life...huhu...



6. Dimana korang selalu berjumpa dengan kekasih korang?

mne nk taw...kapel pon x penah lg...huhu...



7. Novel / buku / majalah yang terakhir korang beli?

my e-pop...SHINee!!!hehehe...



8. Apakah nama penuh korang?

NUR SYAZWIN BINTI SHABUDIN


9. Antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?

my mom...hehehe...



10. Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang

of course SHINee...i love them... >.<



11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

same dgn ema nyer...huhu...



12. Dimanakah tempat yang korang betul-betul nak pergi?

yes...of course heaven... ^___^



13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?

erm...erm...



14. 3 tentang orang yang tag korang?

nice, caring, crazy...kekeke~~~



15. 5 benda yang korang sangat-sangat sayang dalam hidup korang?

laptop, handfon, bla bla bla...huhu..xtaw la... >_<



16. 5 lagu yang paling korang suka dan selalu dengar?

korean songs...WAJIB!!! hehehe...



17. Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas nyy?

12/09/1990 smbut kt kg...tp cam xde pape...huhu....taun lps nyer best...kn ema kn...hehehe...



18. 5 4 orang blogger yang korang nk tag
wany, ema, n all my sis...ehhehe...

ema, sye dh jwb soklan anda...hehehe...daaa~~~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

hiya people...
i know it's late but merry christmas...
kekeke~~~
i don't celebrate christmas but to all my non-muslim friends,
i wish u a very happy christmas... i don't really want to say a lot...
so,
it think this is all for now...
see u on new year...
bye~~~

p/s : thinking of making some good pic... ^___^

Lee JinKi aka Onew

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Yay!!!
i'm back...
even though i'm still down, i can't be down on my beloved birthday...
hahaha...
it's Onew SHINee birthday today...

Lee JinKi aka Onew... ^___^

i'm so happy for him too...
after MinHo SHINee birthday, now, Onew birthday...
by the way, Happy Birthday Onew...
kekeke~~~
i miss looking at your Onew Condition...
hope to see u do it again...
stay healthy n out of trouble...
lol..
keep doing the best performance...
love ur voice n love u too...
hehehe...
that's all for now...
see u again..
byee....

it's always the same

Friday, December 10, 2010

hi,guys...
today,i write again...
but i'm not happy today...
i'm crying...
T_T
why???
u ask why???
let me tell u...
my result was really bad...
i don't know what to do...
i feel like giving up...
please...
i need someone...
i need her to comfort me...
i can't think of anything else...
i think my mom was disappointed with me...
i didn't tell my dad yet...
but i've got a feeling that he'll scold me...
i really don't know what to do...
should i just stop study already and find work to do???
am i ready for the big world that is waiting for me???
i wish i've done better...
my other friends are really lucky because they don't have any repeat...
even my sister is getting all pass...
i wish i can be like them...
i wish i can be like my sister...
why am i so stupid???
i really can't take it this time...
if only one paper that i fail i don't care...
but i fail three paper...
and all of it was hard...
can i really do it again???
i was listening to SHINee song...
the one that i really like...
it's title is life...
when i hear this song,it's making me more sad but this song really can calm my heart...
i want to continue study...
i want to pursue my dreams...
i wish if i have a good result i can take myself and go to korea...
i want to meet my korean friends and especially SHINee who have made me happy after my friends has gone...
i wish i can do all this...
but i can't if i keep on failing...
SHINee, what would u do if you're in my place???
what should i do???
tell me...
support me...
i need u...
i need my family...
i need my friends...
='(

my favourite song...
SHINee - life

Saengil Chukka Hamnida

Thursday, December 9, 2010

hi,guys...
i'm back again...
hehehe...
u must be wondering what i was going to post right??
especially for those who don't really understand korea...
hehehe..
Saegil Chukka Hamnida means happy birthday...
hehehe...
who's birthday is it today???
of course...
it's Choi MinHo from SHINee...

Choi MinHo... XD

i'm very happy today...
even though my result is coming out...
kekeke~~~
i know that i can't celebrate it with him (MinHo) but as a fan, i'm very happy to get to wish his bithday...
once again,i hope they'll come here to Malaysia...
but really, Happy Birthday, dear MinHo...
i hope u will always be happy with SHINee and keep doing the best performance with them...
take care of yourself and don't get sick...
hehehe...
as for that,i end my blog...
see u again...
annyeong...
Saranghae...

p/s : ema, don't forget to wish...hehehe... =D