Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

come back

Monday, October 3, 2011

hello hello
#sing hello

hahaha...
annyeong~
i'm back over here...
cause i'm on my holiday...
so, i can post back again...
since shinee is doing their come back...
i wanna do mine too...
kekeke~

by the way, i've got lots to share actually...
but like usual...
i don't know where to start..
erk??
=="
pabo yeoja...
yup...
that's me...
jeongmal pabo...
*sigh*

anyway, i'll tell you why i say like that next time...
bye~
xPP

i've found this somewhere and i wanna share it with you...
jinjja daebak!!
try listen to it...
^^


p/s : actually got no mood right now... sleepy and frust... =="

The end of my happy day...

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

annyeong guys...
i'm back again...
even though it's not even one day...
hehehe... ^_^
actually i just wanna say that my happy day end when i read an article about my bias, Lee JinKi a.k.a Onew... T.T
here's the article...



When Jinki was young, he was the type of person who went to CD game shops just so that he could play games for free. This kid always tried his best so that he could play the games. However, one day he decided to purchase the game CD as he felt embarrassed for always playing it for free at the shop (he’s really such nice kid). He bought the CD game even though he didn’t have the game player. (LOL)

During primary school, Jinki would always tear up when he wrote letters to his parents whenever he thought about how late his parents came home from work.

In middle school, like many other kids his age, he often wanted to go out to play (with friends) but instead, he would help his parents out at work.

In high school, he entered the academy (SM Academy) yet he would still do part-time jobs like delivering newspapers in order to not give his parents a burden. At that age, he also became a vice-class president for other schools. He had some friends whom he was close with and his grades were always in the top ranked. He even ranked #2 in his last year of High School

Jinki’s daily schedule in high school (already SM-trainee at that time)

Wake up at dawn to go swimming and walk to school. Listen well in class

After class (still in uniform), he goes to the training room. Majority of Jinki’s pre-debut pics were of him near SM Academy and of him in uniform. After training, he would go home and do 1000x rope-jumping…this is already very well known (many people know about this)

20 year old Jinki after debut (korean age)

Still the same. No matter if we look at his performances or Night Star, he would continuously greet people. Whenever they needed anything, he would not hesitate to stand up for them. To people who have judged Jinki before, he would still smile at them.

During this Night Star recording when they were blood-donating and amongst his musical rehearsals… was always worried about his health. He even greeted/thanked fans who did not donate blood at that time.

During the day he had to record a program and afterwards he had to record Night Star until midnight. Looking at him becoming skinnier and skinnier day by day, his pants becoming looser and looser…

When he felt hungry, he sat in the corner and ate choco-pie…

Etc etc

This is why ordinary Jinki is not an ordinary person…



JinKi oppa...
don't cry...
I'm here for u...



Never thought that his life is like this... T.T
he's so strong...
hope that i can be as strong as he is...
HWAITING!!!

No Mood...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

hye guys...
new has pass n i still am the same person...
i'm not in the mood actually...
always feels like want to cry...
i always feels lonely...
i don't know what i should do...
my father keep on pushing me around makes me really want to run away...
i need them for their support...
it's been a long time since the last time i contacted them...
where r they???
i don't know what to say...
my life has been really bad...
i need someone...
please help me...
T_T

it's always the same

Friday, December 10, 2010

hi,guys...
today,i write again...
but i'm not happy today...
i'm crying...
T_T
why???
u ask why???
let me tell u...
my result was really bad...
i don't know what to do...
i feel like giving up...
please...
i need someone...
i need her to comfort me...
i can't think of anything else...
i think my mom was disappointed with me...
i didn't tell my dad yet...
but i've got a feeling that he'll scold me...
i really don't know what to do...
should i just stop study already and find work to do???
am i ready for the big world that is waiting for me???
i wish i've done better...
my other friends are really lucky because they don't have any repeat...
even my sister is getting all pass...
i wish i can be like them...
i wish i can be like my sister...
why am i so stupid???
i really can't take it this time...
if only one paper that i fail i don't care...
but i fail three paper...
and all of it was hard...
can i really do it again???
i was listening to SHINee song...
the one that i really like...
it's title is life...
when i hear this song,it's making me more sad but this song really can calm my heart...
i want to continue study...
i want to pursue my dreams...
i wish if i have a good result i can take myself and go to korea...
i want to meet my korean friends and especially SHINee who have made me happy after my friends has gone...
i wish i can do all this...
but i can't if i keep on failing...
SHINee, what would u do if you're in my place???
what should i do???
tell me...
support me...
i need u...
i need my family...
i need my friends...
='(

my favourite song...
SHINee - life

Al-Fatihah...

Monday, February 8, 2010

06th February 2010, 8.50 am, I've lost my bez fwen, NUR AMEERA BINTI AZLAN...




She was juz 19 years old...
She has SLE but in her death cerificate wrote that she died because of preliminary hypertension...
Ever since I've met her, she taught me many thing about life...
Now, she's gone, I really don't know what to do...
All of us miss her so much especially us who r closer to her...
We felt something precious in our life has lost...
She take everything when she gone...
Many of us has lost our track since she's gone...
To all of u who have fwen, take a good care of them...
U'll never know when their gone...
To Late Nur Ameera Binti Azlan, this song especially for u...

Thanks for being my best friends for almost one year and two months...
I'm going to miss and remember u all my life...
Tabidachi



Usagi :
The time to cry has begun I’m losing someone important to me I suppose it’s true isn’t it?
Everyone’s leaving…

A young girl’s time of innocence, it cannot continue forever… I say I understand this, but…
To suddenly part today like this…

“Sorry about that day”, if only if I could have said that
“Thank you for everything”, if only if I could have said that
I hope you have plenty memories of this town
Usagi is going to be all alone

You’re important… You’re important… You’re all important to me
Sayounara and… Arigatou

“Sorry about that day”. if only if I could have said that
“Thank you foreveryything”, if only if I could have said that
I hope you have plenty of memories of this town
Usagi’s going to be all alone

Sayounara and arigatou
This belated sadness
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart Ami-chan!
Wait! Wait for the day we meet again!

Ami :
I’m going now, Usagi-chan
If I had seen your face… It would have been too painful and I wouldn’t be able to leave My heart will always be here
Don’t cry, be well Wait! Wait for the day we meet again!

Al-Fatihah...