come back
Monday, October 3, 2011
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Awin DuBu
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The end of my happy day...
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
i'm back again...
even though it's not even one day...
hehehe... ^_^
actually i just wanna say that my happy day end when i read an article about my bias, Lee JinKi a.k.a Onew... T.T
here's the article...

When Jinki was young, he was the type of person who went to CD game shops just so that he could play games for free. This kid always tried his best so that he could play the games. However, one day he decided to purchase the game CD as he felt embarrassed for always playing it for free at the shop (he’s really such nice kid). He bought the CD game even though he didn’t have the game player. (LOL)
During primary school, Jinki would always tear up when he wrote letters to his parents whenever he thought about how late his parents came home from work.
In middle school, like many other kids his age, he often wanted to go out to play (with friends) but instead, he would help his parents out at work.
In high school, he entered the academy (SM Academy) yet he would still do part-time jobs like delivering newspapers in order to not give his parents a burden. At that age, he also became a vice-class president for other schools. He had some friends whom he was close with and his grades were always in the top ranked. He even ranked #2 in his last year of High School
Jinki’s daily schedule in high school (already SM-trainee at that time)
Wake up at dawn to go swimming and walk to school. Listen well in class
After class (still in uniform), he goes to the training room. Majority of Jinki’s pre-debut pics were of him near SM Academy and of him in uniform. After training, he would go home and do 1000x rope-jumping…this is already very well known (many people know about this)
20 year old Jinki after debut (korean age)
Still the same. No matter if we look at his performances or Night Star, he would continuously greet people. Whenever they needed anything, he would not hesitate to stand up for them. To people who have judged Jinki before, he would still smile at them.
During this Night Star recording when they were blood-donating and amongst his musical rehearsals… was always worried about his health. He even greeted/thanked fans who did not donate blood at that time.
During the day he had to record a program and afterwards he had to record Night Star until midnight. Looking at him becoming skinnier and skinnier day by day, his pants becoming looser and looser…
When he felt hungry, he sat in the corner and ate choco-pie…
Etc etc
This is why ordinary Jinki is not an ordinary person…
JinKi oppa...
don't cry...
I'm here for u...
Never thought that his life is like this... T.T
he's so strong...
hope that i can be as strong as he is...
HWAITING!!!
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Awin DuBu
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2/01/2011 11:31:00 PM
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No Mood...
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
new has pass n i still am the same person...
i'm not in the mood actually...
always feels like want to cry...
i always feels lonely...
i don't know what i should do...
my father keep on pushing me around makes me really want to run away...
i need them for their support...
it's been a long time since the last time i contacted them...
where r they???
i don't know what to say...
my life has been really bad...
i need someone...
please help me...
T_T
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it's always the same
Friday, December 10, 2010
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Awin DuBu
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12/10/2010 03:09:00 PM
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Al-Fatihah...
Monday, February 8, 2010
Usagi :
The time to cry has begun I’m losing someone important to me I suppose it’s true isn’t it?
Everyone’s leaving…
A young girl’s time of innocence, it cannot continue forever… I say I understand this, but…
To suddenly part today like this…
“Sorry about that day”, if only if I could have said that
“Thank you for everything”, if only if I could have said that
I hope you have plenty memories of this town
Usagi is going to be all alone
You’re important… You’re important… You’re all important to me
Sayounara and… Arigatou
“Sorry about that day”. if only if I could have said that
“Thank you foreveryything”, if only if I could have said that
I hope you have plenty of memories of this town
Usagi’s going to be all alone
Sayounara and arigatou
This belated sadness
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart Ami-chan!
Wait! Wait for the day we meet again!
Ami :
I’m going now, Usagi-chan
If I had seen your face… It would have been too painful and I wouldn’t be able to leave My heart will always be here
Don’t cry, be well Wait! Wait for the day we meet again!
Al-Fatihah...
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