I Will... Forget You...

I will forget you. Starting today,

I don’t know you. I have never seen you.

We never even walked pass each other.

I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.

I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.

It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.

I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can’t even remember it. Yes~

# REPEAT

I will erase everything.

I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.

I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…

I will. I will. I will forget you.

Who are you??

Rian Dewantara

7 September 1992

Kevin Steven

Mom Singaporean

Dad Indonesian

Mom and Dad already divorce

Mom already died

Dad unknown
Likes to eat 'rujak'
Can eat anything
Hate to eat fish

Was sold by his mom (?) to married a girl but manage to cancel it (?)

Have brain cancer (?) but manage to survive (?)

Used to live at Australia (?) and already move back to Indonesia (?)

Have a sis (?) Riska Septiani

Age same with him (?)

Live together with Riska (?)

Riska was force to married a guy (?) and already divorce (?) and now was force to married again (?)

Always flirting with girls

Easily forget the past (!)

Stupid (!)

Never think about other people's heart (!)

Selfish (!)

Top Question :

IS EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS TRUE??

MOST TOP QUESTION :

WHY DID I LOVE HIM??

230112 just wanna share

penguin

onew

p/s : just wanna share this that i found in someone's thumblr...

so cute and so funny...

can't stop laughing whenever i see this...

xD

credit to : http://shiningshineemacrogifs.tumblr.com/page/6

230112 the first time i know him

well guys, annyeong~ ^^

i'm back here again..

hehehe... ^^v

as i promise...

i'll tell you a story about someone that i met in my rp...

but i won't reveal his name yet...

i'll tell you my story first...

then, at the end you'll know his real name okay??

kekeke~ xP

it was 170311 and i kind of bored at that time...

so i send a wall post to one of the rp...

his name is choi flaming charisma minho...

did you guys know him??

kekeke~

we have a very good starters and he was very kind to me...

(basically to all yeoja... ==")

at that time...

he's in rs with someone name riska septiani and i was in rs with 'the chou pabo' lee jinki... =="

so, both him and i are just being friends like other people... ^^

well, that's for all of you to know today...

i'll tell my story more...

bye-yeom~ ^^

p/s : tomorrow has to go back to segamat with my chinggu and my omma...

so lazy... =="

210112 i'm back again xD

annyeong people~

it's me youngie or awin back again at here...

wahhh~

it's been a long time right??

is there anyone who miss me at here??

kekeke~

anyway, this is just an introducer...

i'll post an update soon...

just wanna give you image what i'm going to bluff in this blog this time...

well, since you all know that i've been active in role playing...

i wanna tell a story about someone that i met in my roleplay...

i think all of you know who...

wanna know more??

well, wait till my next post...

bye-yeom~

xD

p/s : saranghae~

come back

hello hello

#sing hello

hahaha...

annyeong~

i'm back over here...

cause i'm on my holiday...

so, i can post back again...

since shinee is doing their come back...

i wanna do mine too...

kekeke~

by the way, i've got lots to share actually...

but like usual...

i don't know where to start..

erk??

=="

pabo yeoja...

yup...

that's me...

jeongmal pabo...

*sigh*

anyway, i'll tell you why i say like that next time...

bye~

xPP

i've found this somewhere and i wanna share it with you...

jinjja daebak!!

try listen to it...

^^

allkpop Monthly Mashup: July 2011 Mashup by allkpopmusic

p/s : actually got no mood right now... sleepy and frust... =="

guys...

annyeong~~

i'm here...

just wanna ask...

wae guys always don't take things seriously???

i really don't understand that...

hope to find answer someday...

that's all...

annyeong~~

=.=

happy day??

annyeong~~
back again...
kekeke~~
today is a very special day for me...
there are so many reason why i'm so happy today...
^^
first...
today is my appa birthday...
wahh!!
saengil chukkhae appa!!
^^
saranghaeyo~~
^^
wanna know what my sister and i gave appa???
kekeke~~
we gave him a handphone...
just a coincidence that his handphone missing yesterday...
so we decided to buy him new handphone yesterday night...
it was so funny and happiest moment...
even appa didn't remember his own birthday...
kekeke~~
he was so happy yesterday...
all of us was happy...
so i'm happy too...
^^
and today i woke at 6...
wanna know why???
because someone message me that time...
kekeke~~
i won't tell whom...
just someone that i miss so much when i deactivate youngie...
i'll try to make him mine...
kekeke~~
i was so happy today till i eat breakfast too much...
hahaha...
i ate roti canai and cheese bread...
i made it all myself...
kekeke~~
now it's time to lunch...
but i'm still full...
no one's home now...
so i'll just take my time...
i'll see you guys later...
annyeong~~
^^

i'm bored

annyeong!!!

arghhh!!

i can die in boredom...

really bored...

especially when i close youngie and sungrin...

aigoo~~

what to do ne???

=.="

marina keep on finding me at vic acc...

how to run away from her???

argh!!

and i've stop stalking on their facebook...

but i really miss them...

=.="

haih~~

that's all i wanna say...

i'm bored...

=.="

annyeong~~

=.="

replay teaser

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

annyeong everyone~~
back again...
this time i'm going crazy...
wanna know why???
it's because shinee song replay japanese version short mv has out...
KYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't express my feelings anymore....
too happy and too crazy!!!!!!!!!
kekeke~~
let's watch the MV...
^^




oh my jinki oppa... so sweet... >.<


jonghyun oppa is so cute too... >.<


kibum stylish as ever... ^^


handsome minho is here too... >.<


maknae taemin with his red hair... aigoo~~ >.<


among all pic, i really like this one...kyaahhh!!! >.<


must wait for this... ^^

i don't know what i should say

annyeong guys~~
just to tell you i've been left by haewon...
aish~~
i'm so mad at myself..
wanna know why???
cause i can't tell him that i'm so mad at him...
waaa!!!!
i really hate myself...
>.<
when he said let's break i deactivate youngie...
i don't know why i did that..
may be i'm really pabo about this kind of this...
urgh...
i really don't know what i want to say...
so bye bye...
annyeong~~
=.="

can i kill him???

annyeong~~

i'm heart broken today...

as i woke up and sign in to my youngie facebook,i open his wall (jung hae woon)...

and...

sigh...

he CHEATED BEHIND ME!!!!

arghh!!!

i wanna kill him...

i hate him...

this time don't give me reason...

i don't want to hear it anymore...

i hate him!!!

hate him!!!

hate him!!!

it's like his songs...

don't put on an act...

you should have realize that hae woon...

you have change...

now,go away from my life!!!

and be with that girl!!

haish~~

i'm so mad...

but how am i suppose to tell him to let me go???

hurm...

this is the problem...

=.="

i'll tell you what happen later...

annyeong...

=.=

my new favorite

annyeong~~

^^

i'm so happy...

wanna know why??

i found new group that i like...

kekeke~~

this is all because of him...

or i won't know about them...

xP

the group name is X-5...

but i don't want to talk about others...

just wanna talk about the only one that i love...

here is his picture and profile :

HaeWon

Real Name: Jung Hae Won (정해원)

Position : Vocal

Birthday: June 20, 1991

Height: 186cm

Blood Type: A

Hobby: music

Specialties: lyricist, composer, arrangement, guitar, keyboard, drums

former member of trot group 3Chongsa

isn't he cute???

kekeke~~

i fall for him now...

Lee JinKi aka Onew and Jung HawWon aka HaeWon is my bias now...

i love them so much...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

kekeke~~

lastly,i'll show you one of their songs or MV...

have fun...

annyeong~~

^^

X-5 - Don't Put on an Act

happy mother's day

annyeong again~~
^^
since everyone post it...
i wanna post it too...
kekeke~~
just wanna wish happy mother's day to my lovely mama...
SITI NUR AZIZAH HO BINTI ABDULLAH...
i love you mama!!!
^^
annyeong~~
xP

can i divide myself to three???

hmm...

annyeong again...

the question above...

can i do it???

aish~~

really hard to make everyone happy without hurting anyone...

aish~~

this is all my fault...

falling for all three of them...

pabo!!!

>.<

ottokhae???

jinki and minhyuk aka haewoon are happy now...

i think...

but one more person who is really sad right now...

the minho that i reject the other day...

he don't wanna be my friend anymore...

ottokhae??

i wanna make him happy...

hmm...

pabo!!!

why did i fall for him at the first place...

aish~~

anyone can help me???

hurm...

i wanna talk to him again!!!!

>.<

that's all for now...

annyeong~~

=.=

i'm sorry, i have to reject you...

annyeong again...

xP

hahaha...

this time...

i wanna share with the guys that i have rejected in my facebook account..

really...

so funny when i think back...

kekeke~~~

first guy that was rejected by me is lee donghyul or so his name...

i can't remember...

i don't know which group he came from...

but he asks me to be his gf at victoria account...

it's so funny cause i only know him at morning...

then he asks me at night...

if you were me,do you want to be with the guy who didn't even attract you and just know you in a short time??

of course not right???

that's why i reject him...

kekeke~~

mianhae~~

since that time,he didn't send me a message anymore...

xP

the second guy is Lee TaeMin from SHINee...

this is new TaeMin that just come into the RP world...

i like TaeMin but since i don't want to create trouble anymore...

i told him i'm not in the mood of be in relationship...

but actually i'm afraid if JinKi is back and asks me...

So,I have to reject him too...

poor TaeMin...

=.=

lastly is Choi MinHo from SHINee too...

this MinHo asks me in SungYoung account...

actually i used to like this MinHo...

but he rejected me first...

now,when i'm with someone else...

he come back...

asking me to be his gf???

jeongmal...

making me crazy this MinHo...

but i don't know why...

i like to stalk this MinHo...

and i feel jealous when he talk with other girls...

yahh!!!

i'm really pabo...

=.=

by the way,this three guys are the guys that i've rejected...

i hope they be happy with other girls...

that's all i wanna share with you today...

see you later...

annyeong~~

^^

out out!!

annyeong~~

hehehe...

i'm back again...

xP

this time i wanna tell a story about what happen today...

today is a very happy day for me...

wanna know why???

it is because today is finally the day where i got to meet ahra and anna...

two girls that i know from facebook...

both of them is a very cheerful girls...

ahra is from seremban while anna is from gombak...

both of them are 3years younger than me...

i've never thought i can be friends with girls that are younger than me...

xP

by the way,be with them today is so happy...

at first i was really nervous...

cause i don't know what should i say to them...

but never thought they would greet me like an old friend...

really nice and so comfortable be with them...

they are so crazy and very talkative...

i didn't talk much as usual i used to be...

but they are very active...

always talk....

laugh...

dance...

so funny...

i'm really happy...

gomawo ahra...

gomawo anna...

hope to meet you guys again...

i love you guys like my sister...

hope we'll me friends always...

^^

that's the end of my story today...

annyeong~~

p/s : mian...there's no pic...=.=

two namja

annyeong~~

i'm back again...
hehehe...
this time...
i've made up my mind...
i wanna tell you a story about 2 namja...
2month before anna invite me to join her, ahra, kimmy and aira to be part of role player...
before ahra,have invite me...
i don't want to accept it because i'm so busy...
i accept anna invitation because at the time i was so stress...
stress about what??
i'll tell you on my next post...
hehehe...
by the way,i've become a role player of victoria from f(x)...


this is victoria f(x)

the account was already made by anna...
i was just being victoria...
it was fun...
never thought i would fall in love in being part of the role player...
then,ahra,who become krystal from f(x) too said that there's a namja looking for a gf...
accidentally,the namja be my favorite namja in shinee which is lee jinki...


lee jinki aka onew from shinee

he invite me to be in relationship with him...
so i accept..
it was fun cause i didn't know what is the feeling of be in relationship with someone...
so,i was playing a fool...
be with him while playing with role player lee taemin from shinee too...
suddenly,jinki know about it and i've never thought that he was so mad and so serious in our relationship...
i tried to ask for his forgiveness...
he forgive me and after that i have never play with other namja...
around the time,i know many things about him...
i tried to be happy when i was with him...
but as time move..
he seldom online and i was so sad cause he knows that he don't have much time to live...
he got a sickness like his mother who passed away on that month too...
i don't wanna lose him...
i don't wanna feel hurt..
so,i tried to get myself away from him...
create trouble...
i didn't open victoria account for a few weeks...
and he keeps om finding me on my other account...
one day,he remove my relationship with him and be with other girl name yoona from snsd...
i was so hurt...
because of that i take myself far away from him...
when he finally didn't find me..
i open back victoria's account...
at that time...
too many request on relationship come...
but i ignore all of them...
then,there's a namja who try to attract me...
his name is kang minhyuk from c.n blue...


kang minhyuk from c.n. blue

i don't know why..
from c.n blue i really like minhyuk...
coincidentally this minhyuk trying to get my attention...
he is so sweet...
he makes me important in his life...
but i was afraid to fall in love again...
he propose me to be his gf...
at first i don't want...
but after a long think and talk...
i accept it...
after a day be his gf...
other role player lee taemin ask about myself...
i incidentally said that i miss jinki when i'm with minhyuk...
then taemin contact jinki...
who knows...
at that time jinki was online...
i feel really crazy...
jinki ask me to be back with him...
and minhyuk told me to go with jinki...
he was mad at me...
cause he feels like i was playing his heart...
i really loved them both...
in the end..
i didn't open victoria's account again...
and contact jinki through awin dubu's account and contact minhyuk through lee sungyoung's account...
but as usual...
jinki didn't always online and minhyuk on the other hand always online...
i be with both of them...
because i want both of them to be happy...
i'm not playing with their heart because i love both of them...
they are very precious to me...
i hope they didn't know about this...
ok...
that's for the opening...
what i want to tell you about this two namja is that when they are with me...
i don't know why...
both of them experience losing their family member...
can you imagine???
is it because i was curse???
aish~~
when jinki is with me...
he lose his mom...
now...
minhyuk just lost one of his family member too...
i don't know who...
cause i don't wanna ask...
but it was weird cause when they are with me they lose their family member...
did i bring bad luck???
aigoo~~
only god know...
ahh~~
too much i wrote now...
i think i'll stop...
i'll continue again soon...
annyeong~~
^^

after two months

annyeong~~

waahhh!!!!

2months i didn't update this blog...

really miss everything's here...

>.<

i've got lots and lots of story to write...

but i don't know where to start...

aigoo~~

what you wanna know first???

about what happen in my real life??

or my facebook life??

kekeke~~

aish~~

chincha~~

i really don't know what to tell you first...

>.<

i'm such a pabo...

keep telling myself this since i've started my semester holiday...

pabo pabo pabo!!!

can i bang my head at the wall???

>.<

aigoo~~~

before i talk more...

i think i better stop now...

i'll continue my story back tomorrow or next day or whenever i want...

hahaha...

xP

bye-yeom~~

My Very Happy Day!!!!!!!

annyeong people...

it's been a long time since i write in this blog...
as usual...
my live have been up and down and down and up and back again...
LOL!!!

but today,
i just want to tell u about my happy time...
no more sad time...
just don't want to think about it anymore...
too stress and too tired...
ok2...

back to what i wanna say...
today is my happy happy day...
hehehe...
wanna know why???
there's a lot of reason...

one of it is today one of my class is cancel...
so,
i've lots of free time to sleep...
hehehe...

next is i've finally got my SHINee socks...
yay!!!
so happy...
^^



jealous???hehehe... ;P

other than that,
today i've got debate...
and guess what,
my team won...
yay!!!


we won the debate... yay!!! ^^

this is our opponent...hehehe...
from left :farid haffizi, farid ridzuan, rashid

again...
so happy...
but i've got to go to final...
omo~~~
=.=
just forget about the final...
i wanna continue my happy day story...

today,
i was very happy with my other friends...
just be part of my memories...
hehehe...


there we are.. hehehe.. love u guys so much... ^^.


lastly,
tomorrow morning at 8am i've got no class...
so,
i can sleep till 10am...
hehehe...

i think that's all for my happy day for today...
LOL!!!
see u guys later...
annyeong~~~