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Friday, December 31, 2010

hello people...
today is the last day of 2010...
so, i want to tell back what happen in my life in 2010...
hehehe...
first i would like to say that 2010 is the worst year of my 20th life...
hurmm...
many bad things happen on 2010...
flash back on earlier of this year...

things that makes me cry :
1. because of late Meera,
2. because i fight with my best friends,
3. my bracelet has broken
4. i lost my family's camera,
5. i was frame by other people saying i talk bad about them,
6. my result went very bad
7. i got a scold from my parents...

this year, i fight so badly with my bestfriend the late Meera, Isma, Keyna n Jannah...
it become a lot worse when late Meera gone forever leaving us here by ourselves...
i still cannot forgive myself on the day she's gone...
i regret everything that i done that day...
the day we were suppose to visit her at the hospital...
we shouldn't have gone to Melaka...
we waste many things there...
it was not fun at all...
the next day, the first thing i know that late Meera was gone...
it gave me a big shock...
i lost my way when i heard about that...
but thanks to all my course mate and other friends,
i manage to find my way back..

but then,
my fight with Isma, Keyna n Jannah got a lot worse...
especially with Isma...
but thankfully now my relationship with isma got a lot better..
hope we didn't fight again next year...

my year become a lot worse when the bracelet that i buy with late Meera, Keyna n late Meera's sis, Ema,
has broken...
i was very upset...
it seems that the bracelet has no use anymore because we are already apart...

other things i cried this year that i'm really upset is when i lost my family's camera...
it happens when i went to Terengganu with my class...
it was a class trip...
at first i was very happy...
then, on the way to Terengganu, i find that my camera has gone...
we tried to find it back...
but it was a failure...
i was suppose to be happy when i went there...
but it become my bad dream when i lost the camera...
i cry from that night we got to Terengganu till we go back to Terengganu...

things that upset me more is when other people frame me of talking bad about other people...
i really hate that...
i didn't do anything...
so,stop bugging at my place...

next is my result...
hurmmm...
actually i don't want to discuss about this...
it always makes me sad...
but my result have become worse each semester...
what should i do???
hurmmm...

lastly,
because i keep making trouble my parents especially my dad got mad at me...
i was very sad...
then, he pressure me like this...
i feels like running away...
there's one time i dream i ran away from them...
even though it was a dream,
i feel happy but on the mean time,
family are sad..
that's why i can't do that...
hurmmm...

ok..
enough of telling the bad things that happen this year...
i'll tell u about the good things that happen this year...

things that makes me smiles :
1. Melaka
2. happy with my sister
3. SHINee n korea
4. stay at hotel
5. hanging out with friends

at first,when late Meera passed away,i thought going to Melaka was a waste...
but after everything has settle,
i think going to Melaka was a relief...
even though it was not like all of us hope for,it was fun...
thanks to all who go...

one things for sure that is not making me sad is get together with my sisters...
when it comes to my sis,we got to do many things...
if u look at my pic,my smile with them n my smile with my friend is totally different...
i wonder why...
huhu...
that's the spirit of my sis...
i love them so much...
hehehe...

oh...
SHINee..!!!
this is the only things that making me always smile and have a new spirit in life...
even though i've not met them,
when i watch them,
i gain new spirit...
thanks SHINee...
i'll always support u...
other than that,
my friend introduce me to a korean friend...
they are very nice...
i love chatting with them...
especially
1. suyeon-sshi,
2. hye young-sshi
3. bommie unnie...
i love them so much even though we have never met...
hope to see u guys soon...

my other sweet memory is when my whole family went to Pulau Pinang n
my parents book us a room at a hotel...
it was so fun..
we go everywhere around Pulau Pinang...
it's been a long time since we go on vacation like that...
thanks papa...
thanks mama...
i love u...
talking about vacation,
papa said that he want to bring us to Japan...
i hope it will become true...
even though i really want to go to Korea tight now,
i think Japan is fun too...
because i love Japan...
hehehe...
hope we'll go there someday...

lastly,
this year,
my classmate n i have gone many places hanging out together...
1. we went visit late Meera together...
2. we go to reunion with our friends who have gone degree together n
meet our BEL lecturer...
3. we went to Terengganu...
even though i cry a lot when go there,
it was fun...
because we have each other...
4. we went eat with our ECOMAL lecturer...
this makes us become closer...

even though it was not much
but this are the best memory i have this year...
now i end with a video that i created myself according to what i write from the above...
please enjoy it...

My 2010

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