it's always the same

hi,guys...

today,i write again...

but i'm not happy today...

i'm crying...

T_T

why???

u ask why???

let me tell u...

my result was really bad...

i don't know what to do...

i feel like giving up...

please...

i need someone...

i need her to comfort me...

i can't think of anything else...

i think my mom was disappointed with me...

i didn't tell my dad yet...

but i've got a feeling that he'll scold me...

i really don't know what to do...

should i just stop study already and find work to do???

am i ready for the big world that is waiting for me???

i wish i've done better...

my other friends are really lucky because they don't have any repeat...

even my sister is getting all pass...

i wish i can be like them...

i wish i can be like my sister...

why am i so stupid???

i really can't take it this time...

if only one paper that i fail i don't care...

but i fail three paper...

and all of it was hard...

can i really do it again???

i was listening to SHINee song...

the one that i really like...

it's title is life...

when i hear this song,it's making me more sad but this song really can calm my heart...

i want to continue study...

i want to pursue my dreams...

i wish if i have a good result i can take myself and go to korea...

i want to meet my korean friends and especially SHINee who have made me happy after my friends has gone...

i wish i can do all this...

but i can't if i keep on failing...

SHINee, what would u do if you're in my place???

what should i do???

tell me...

support me...

i need u...

i need my family...

i need my friends...

='(

my favourite song...

SHINee - life