i don't know what i should say

annyeong guys~~
just to tell you i've been left by haewon...
aish~~
i'm so mad at myself..
wanna know why???
cause i can't tell him that i'm so mad at him...
waaa!!!!
i really hate myself...
>.<
when he said let's break i deactivate youngie...
i don't know why i did that..
may be i'm really pabo about this kind of this...
urgh...
i really don't know what i want to say...
so bye bye...
annyeong~~
=.="