two namja

annyeong~~

i'm back again...
hehehe...
this time...
i've made up my mind...
i wanna tell you a story about 2 namja...
2month before anna invite me to join her, ahra, kimmy and aira to be part of role player...
before ahra,have invite me...
i don't want to accept it because i'm so busy...
i accept anna invitation because at the time i was so stress...
stress about what??
i'll tell you on my next post...
hehehe...
by the way,i've become a role player of victoria from f(x)...


this is victoria f(x)

the account was already made by anna...
i was just being victoria...
it was fun...
never thought i would fall in love in being part of the role player...
then,ahra,who become krystal from f(x) too said that there's a namja looking for a gf...
accidentally,the namja be my favorite namja in shinee which is lee jinki...


lee jinki aka onew from shinee

he invite me to be in relationship with him...
so i accept..
it was fun cause i didn't know what is the feeling of be in relationship with someone...
so,i was playing a fool...
be with him while playing with role player lee taemin from shinee too...
suddenly,jinki know about it and i've never thought that he was so mad and so serious in our relationship...
i tried to ask for his forgiveness...
he forgive me and after that i have never play with other namja...
around the time,i know many things about him...
i tried to be happy when i was with him...
but as time move..
he seldom online and i was so sad cause he knows that he don't have much time to live...
he got a sickness like his mother who passed away on that month too...
i don't wanna lose him...
i don't wanna feel hurt..
so,i tried to get myself away from him...
create trouble...
i didn't open victoria account for a few weeks...
and he keeps om finding me on my other account...
one day,he remove my relationship with him and be with other girl name yoona from snsd...
i was so hurt...
because of that i take myself far away from him...
when he finally didn't find me..
i open back victoria's account...
at that time...
too many request on relationship come...
but i ignore all of them...
then,there's a namja who try to attract me...
his name is kang minhyuk from c.n blue...


kang minhyuk from c.n. blue

i don't know why..
from c.n blue i really like minhyuk...
coincidentally this minhyuk trying to get my attention...
he is so sweet...
he makes me important in his life...
but i was afraid to fall in love again...
he propose me to be his gf...
at first i don't want...
but after a long think and talk...
i accept it...
after a day be his gf...
other role player lee taemin ask about myself...
i incidentally said that i miss jinki when i'm with minhyuk...
then taemin contact jinki...
who knows...
at that time jinki was online...
i feel really crazy...
jinki ask me to be back with him...
and minhyuk told me to go with jinki...
he was mad at me...
cause he feels like i was playing his heart...
i really loved them both...
in the end..
i didn't open victoria's account again...
and contact jinki through awin dubu's account and contact minhyuk through lee sungyoung's account...
but as usual...
jinki didn't always online and minhyuk on the other hand always online...
i be with both of them...
because i want both of them to be happy...
i'm not playing with their heart because i love both of them...
they are very precious to me...
i hope they didn't know about this...
ok...
that's for the opening...
what i want to tell you about this two namja is that when they are with me...
i don't know why...
both of them experience losing their family member...
can you imagine???
is it because i was curse???
aish~~
when jinki is with me...
he lose his mom...
now...
minhyuk just lost one of his family member too...
i don't know who...
cause i don't wanna ask...
but it was weird cause when they are with me they lose their family member...
did i bring bad luck???
aigoo~~
only god know...
ahh~~
too much i wrote now...
i think i'll stop...
i'll continue again soon...
annyeong~~
^^